-No.

That's what it said on the pregnancy test. We bought a Digital Gold First Response. It's supposed to detect if you're pregnant 5 days before a missed period. Well I took it five days before I missed my period and then again three days before I missed a period and both were a No..otherwise known as a negative result.

My period is officially a day late as of today. By the end of today I will be two days late. I'm hoping that the breastfeeding is what's keeping the test from turning positive. I might have ovulated after i thought I did which according to my last period should have been on the 7Th. I didn't get a positive result with Kendall until I was five weeks along and if that holds true with this baby then I have to wait until next week.

I have all the symptoms, hungry all the time, bloated, nasty increase in discharge, swollen/enlarged boobies that are sensitive to the touch (I don't mind). I'm also hella exhausted too. I have insomnia and it's killing me. I have been up all night. I updated my new blog that i started when I made my first cake from class which by the way is going great. I just can't seem to get to sleep though. I sleep all day if Kendall lets me.

Can I say something? Why the hell do people assume I do nothing with my time? My aunt asked me to baby sit this weekend. I agreed because she is giving me a refrigerator for free, well in exchange for babysitting time. But come one...it's turning out to be once a month. Overnight stays too. And even if I wasn't exhausted from being possibly preggo I would have had my period this weekend and I am intolerable during that time. UGH. And my phone was off for an entire week. We couldn't pay the bill. Don't you know as soon as we turned it back on is when she called. During my nap no less. I just said I'd do it. I didn't feel like making a sob story and plus I told my aunt I thought i had a miscarriage in February and she just said oh..you guys didn't learn your lesson the first time? She is referring to us not using condoms. A bit unsympathetic.

My family still sees me as a kid, or at least someone they have to take care of. That's the only reason I ant to just get married. So they would at least see Greg as my caretaker and me as his. Greg's parents do the same thing. That's another reason we decided to have a child. We thought about it and weighed the pros and cons and made the decision based on us and what's best for our family and our situation. We're not telling folks until later because we don't want to hear it like we're school kids who just got pregnant before prom. We're at the baby making age, prime baby making age at that.

And it makes sense. i want to be a stay at home mom. I do eventually want to start a career so I might as well stay home with two if I know I want more than one kid right? It doesn't make sense to start a career that I would have to leave again once the new baby is conceived? No sense at all. Might as well get it over with now. At least get two of them together.

Anyway..going to try to finally get some sleep.