Back...

So I am back.

I've been gone long I know, even after I promised to keep up. Well you make plans and God laughs. Taking care of an infant is hard work. Here's and update:

Kendall is almost 6 months old now! She can sit up she can laugh and giggle and play. She is what some might call a "real" baby. Let me tell you she has been "real" for a very long time now but whatever.

Greg and I are doing great! We have recently moved into our own place which is sort of not true when you take into account that we are renting out the top floor of a two family home that his mother owns who by the way lives directly across the street. It's not bad at all though. I like that Greg 's family is able to help us out like that.

I am getting the hang of this whole motherhood thing. yeah, i cook I clean I bathe I nurse and change diapers....I'm the whole shabang. But just when I thought things where going smoothly bam...a whammy.

I might be pregnant again. Yep I said it...again. It makes me so angry to believe that I let this happen again. Greg and I have been using the ever so popular but ever unreliable, pullout method. Don't ask why but we just thought what are the chances right? I feel like a fucking idiot.

Anyway Greg is going to bring home a pregnancy test tomorrow, but I am prepared for it to be positive. My boobs are porn start huge and that's after Kendall is done eating. My nips are brown and I gained 4 pounds even though I have only been eating soup and oatmeal. Okay one day for breakfast I had pancakes but whatever. I've been extremely exhausted and the number one clue...no period. I'm three days late but the only other time I have been late was when I was pregnant with Kendall. So there.

Ugh...I'll keep you posted. I pinky swear.