Getting my sexy back

So...

Greg doesn't find me sexy. He looked at another chick the other day and I was upset because it has been so long since he has looked at me like that. I miss being with him and we have been together since the baby was born but it wasn't sexy type you know? It was more like lets just have sex without the baby being inside you type. Anyway I got pissed because I already don't feel like myself and now I feel worse because we BOTH had a baby but I am the only one who looks like shit! It's so unfair. Really unfair. Whatever.

I bought a Yoga DVd yesterday and a scale....drum roll...I have lost 34 of 63lbs. 29 more to go and then I hit my pre-preggo weight. I still have to lose 20lbs after that ( I was dieting when I got pregnant). I am doing yoga because I want to build my core muscles and all that jazz. I want to be able to have a vaginal birth next time. I also want a flat tummy :).

As for me and Greg...we will have no more sex until either I feel he thinks I am sexy or When I feel like it. Meanwhile I will be looking cuter and cuter by the day and teasing him to no end.
I love torturing him so far.